once again

i'm left with a thousand and one questions.
should have seen the signs, should have listened.
but how can you disregard what your heart tells you?
it was only a matter of time.
who was i fooling? apparently no one, not even myself.
i just things would have been different all around.
it's always the same.
but i won't make another mistake, i can promise that.
there is no way i can let anyone in again.
no way.
it's exhausting and i feel drained once again.
you are all the same.